Too close

I'm way too close to loving this man I don't understand how he's doing this to me i don't know if i want to understand all I know is despite the fact he stays stressed and takes some of it out on me we mesh well together our one on one time is perfect and these feelings are intense with or without the sex I just hope I'm his only right now cause he occupies most of my time and will power right now and I dont want that to change any time soon I just want him and i just want something beautiful to come out of this